keskiviikko 16. syyskuuta 2009

Too much happening..

There's just too much things happening all the time, I can barely keep up with everything. Right now I'm once again in the capital city, quite relaxed days. My school began once more, I'm having some major problems with getting my school stuff in order and keeping up with my studies.

lauantai 5. syyskuuta 2009

Dreaming

I had a blog before but my life has faced some serious changes during the summer so I decided to start from an empty table, to make a new start.

The changes started when I had a row with my best friend. We got into a fight in a bar and I left home, but met a girl on my way home so I ended up spending the night with her and her friends. A week later she became my girlfriend and in less than two weeks from that she already dumped me. That was the major turning point for me. I stood up to my feet and didn't feel bad for the relationship that had ended, I noticed that I should have realised long ago that she was the completely wrong girl for me and I was a lot happier without her. I felt like a stone was lifted from my shoulders the day we broke up. I son't know what I was thinking when I fell for her, maybe I was just too happy to meet a girl who likes girls in my hometown or something, maybe it was her cat-like eyes that were the only thing tht I felt sorry for loosing.

The next day of the ended relationship I travelled to the capital city and I decided to live life at it's most, to live as much as it's possible. A couple of nights later I went to a gay bar and needles to say, the next morning I didn't wake up alone.
I spent the day with her. I might as well tell her name, but I'll just call her O from now on. I could also tell you what we did, but at the moment I feel like keeping it all in and not sharing it.
The story of O is still open, I've met her twice after that time. Just yesterday I got back home from her.